A 14-year old boy from Netherlands visited The Sims section of my website, we had a nice chat although his behavior was a bit childish and annoying, he said that I am his best friend.
A month later, he contacted me again, in a time when I was BUSY dealing with several customers and did not had time to talk with him, especially when he was talking about religion (I hate religion and this is the LAST thing I want to talk about). I said some things that made him angry and feel that he lost his best friend… then he disclosed me that is gay and at 10:29 PM said that tomorrow will be hit by train. At 10:38 PM he quit the chat, too fast to be able to do anything, I was a bit shocked and hoped that he is joking.
A bigger SHOCK had a week later, when been contacted by his mom who found my website URL in his laptop browser history, confirming that her son died. I emailed her the chatlog with son, she initially accused me for killing her soon, then she realized that she killed him herself via religion.
What actually happened: the mom was a very religious woman, she told to her son that gay people go to hell, the son was indeed gay (attracted by boys rather than girls) while his mom was not aware about this, thus he choose to suicide to avoid going to hell. Mom said that will go to die in same place her son died to meet in afterlife, but afraid that won’t meet because he is in hell and she will go in heaven. This is one more proof how bad is religion and why it should be banned: religion KILL people!
What I can do? We may never know what happened with mom, she might suicided too as I did not got further replies at email. Where I can send this chatlog to help possible police investigation?
Last chat with the boy
Location: Nieuwerkerk, Zuid-Holland, Netherlands
Chat started on Thursday, June 18, 2015 8:33:38 PM
(8:33:38 PM) *** Visitor has joined the chat ***
(8:33:38 PM) Visitor: hello
(8:33:53 PM) *** Teoalida has joined the chat ***
(8:33:54 PM) Teoalida: hi
(8:34:03 PM) Visitor: do you still remember me?
(8:34:26 PM) Teoalida: I talk with 5 NEW people every day… who are you?
(8:34:35 PM) Teoalida: when we talked last time?
(8:34:38 PM) Visitor: I am from the netherlands
(8:34:48 PM) Visitor: i think that was 1 month ago or someting
(8:35:21 PM) Visitor: you don’t remember me>
(8:35:22 PM) Visitor: ?
(8:37:21 PM) Teoalida: tell me more about you, I know too many different people
(8:37:41 PM) Visitor: i am 14 i am from the netherlands
(8:38:54 PM) Visitor: i don’t know… i like architecture
(8:41:30 PM) Teoalida: oohh
(8:41:35 PM) Teoalida: 14-year kid
(8:41:47 PM) Teoalida: this makes me to remember who are you
(8:41:55 PM) Teoalida: we met in The Sims page, right?
(9:11:08 PM) *** Visitor has left ***
Chat started on Thursday, June 18, 2015 9:30:37 PM
(9:30:37 PM) *** Visitor has joined the chat ***
(9:30:37 PM) Visitor: yeah
(9:30:43 PM) *** Teoalida has joined the chat ***
(9:30:45 PM) Teoalida: …
(9:30:58 PM) Visitor: oh oops i didn’t see it
(9:31:31 PM) Visitor: so today was an important day for me
(9:32:06 PM) Teoalida: why are you telling me this?
(9:32:26 PM) Visitor: because i think you should know
(9:32:59 PM) Visitor: but are you religious or something?
(9:34:43 PM) Visitor: hello?
(9:35:55 PM) Teoalida: I talk with 1 more person right now
(9:36:01 PM) Teoalida: sorry for late reply
(9:36:24 PM) Teoalida: and don’t talk about religion, I hate it
(9:36:46 PM) Visitor: no, but i just ask you IF you have a reglion
(9:36:51 PM) Visitor: you can say yes or no
(9:37:28 PM) Visitor: i don’ t care about your religion i only care if you have an religion
(9:38:22 PM) Teoalida: Of course NO… I don’t follow any religion, that is stupid… religions should be banned
(9:38:38 PM) Visitor: ok, then i can tell you
(9:38:42 PM) Teoalida: different religion create conflicts, war and kill people
(9:38:58 PM) Visitor: ok
(9:39:18 PM) Visitor: so back to what i was going to tell: today was like the most important day of my life
(9:40:20 PM) Visitor: because i came out to my sis
(9:46:40 PM) Visitor: ?
(9:46:56 PM) Teoalida: what is so important for going out with sister?????????
(9:47:03 PM) Visitor: no
(9:47:03 PM) Teoalida: seriously…
(9:47:22 PM) Teoalida: you have same childlish stupid behavior that last time you claimed that you don’t have
(9:47:41 PM) Teoalida: why I am interested in your life?
(9:48:29 PM) Visitor: FUCK YOU I HATE YOU THOUGHT WE WOULD BE LIKE EACH OTHER BUT YOU ARE EXTREMELY NARCISTIC AND STUPID WHO DOENSN’ T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT OTHERS
(9:48:48 PM) Teoalida: You don’t have any other friend????
(9:48:52 PM) Visitor: no
(9:49:06 PM) Teoalida: you don’t understand that this chat is a customer service?
(9:49:15 PM) Visitor: i’ m sorry
(9:49:35 PM) Teoalida: or we can chat about The Sims or ANY of articles shown on website, not about personal life
(9:49:43 PM) Visitor: ok.
(9:49:51 PM) Teoalida: Look http://www.teoalida.com/about/aboutme/
(9:49:57 PM) Visitor: this is why i asked you about religion
(9:50:02 PM) Teoalida: Do you want to buy my works or to work something for you? Or just consultation about real estate or any other article shown on site? CONTACT ME
(9:50:05 PM) Visitor: but you’ re not accepting me aswell
(9:51:41 PM) Visitor: nobody i know accepts me for who i am
(9:52:03 PM) Teoalida: Anyway, what’s up with religion and sister?
(9:52:20 PM) Visitor: i said: i came out to my sister
(9:52:29 PM) Teoalida: if you want to tell some bullshit, TELL ME… I read all messages even if I may not have time to reply
(9:52:53 PM) Visitor: thank you for calling me bullshit
(9:54:42 PM) Visitor: why do you call me coming out to my sister bullshit anyways?
(9:59:46 PM) Visitor: teoalida, i think you don’ t understand what i mean by coming out to my sister
(10:00:22 PM) Teoalida: if you don’t tell me full story (I assume that there is a longer story)
(10:00:38 PM) Visitor: you see, i am gay. but nobody accepts me
(10:01:14 PM) Teoalida: What???? normal kids at age of 14 don’t have any sexual orientation
(10:01:23 PM) Visitor: excuse me?
(10:02:00 PM) Visitor: see? again somebody who doesn’t accept me
(10:02:40 PM) Visitor: I am 14
(10:02:52 PM) Visitor: i’ ve known since i was 9
(10:03:02 PM) Visitor: why are you offending me
(10:03:28 PM) Teoalida: how do you define gay?
(10:03:39 PM) Visitor: as in; liking the same sex
(10:03:45 PM) Teoalida: is there any medical paper that decided this for you at age of 9 ?
(10:03:50 PM) Visitor: OMG
(10:03:57 PM) Visitor: why a medical paper
(10:04:08 PM) Teoalida: how you can “know” since you was 9 ?
(10:04:09 PM) Visitor: do you believe being gay is an illness?
(10:04:31 PM) Visitor: i just wasn’t attracted to girls
(10:05:09 PM) Teoalida: not illness… but… few years I saw something in TV news
(10:05:21 PM) Visitor: and that was?
(10:05:38 PM) Teoalida: maybe shouldn’t tell you until 18
(10:05:44 PM) Visitor: no
(10:05:46 PM) Visitor: you see
(10:05:49 PM) Visitor: nobody likes me
(10:05:54 PM) Visitor: nobody understands me
(10:06:01 PM) Visitor: i have no friends
(10:06:03 PM) Teoalida: is not about like, but about sex… sex is for adults
(10:06:41 PM) Visitor: why do you think i am too young to think about myself
(10:06:44 PM) Teoalida: is OK to talk with sex with you or with underage people in general?
(10:07:04 PM) Visitor: why not?
(10:08:03 PM) Teoalida: I saw in the news that a boy raped another boy… which was seen as strange thing, because “he wasn’t declared gay”
(10:08:13 PM) Visitor: wow.
(10:08:14 PM) Teoalida: so being gay is declared by…. something?
(10:08:43 PM) Teoalida: is a diagnosis by doctor or what?
(10:09:00 PM) Visitor: no? i think it’ s different in romania but here in the developed western world we do not have diagnosis. being gay is not an illness
(10:09:32 PM) Visitor: but i don’ t know how that is in romania
(10:10:27 PM) Visitor: well.. i think people in romania haven’ t seen yet that people who behave differently are not ill or something.
(10:11:02 PM) Teoalida: But the really strange thing…
(10:11:15 PM) Teoalida: How a gay in Netherlands is not accepted by people?
(10:11:23 PM) Teoalida: this is the first country who legalized gay marriage
(10:11:28 PM) Visitor: yes
(10:11:53 PM) Visitor: but that doesn’t mean that everybody accepts gay people, only the majority does
(10:12:12 PM) Teoalida: Unlike Romania where we have every year a gay march, often ending attacked by people who do not accept this
(10:12:29 PM) Teoalida: AND…. how is this related with your sister?
(10:12:39 PM) Visitor: i came out to her
(10:12:42 PM) Visitor: today
(10:12:43 PM) Teoalida: hating your sister does not mean that you’re gay
(10:12:55 PM) Visitor: GOD DAMN IT YOU ARE SO STUPID
(10:13:07 PM) Visitor: i came out to my sister
(10:13:11 PM) Visitor: i dont hate her
(10:13:15 PM) Visitor: but she hates me
(10:13:17 PM) Teoalida: I have many friends brother and sisters and they hate each other even if they love opposite sex
(10:13:25 PM) Visitor: so what?
(10:13:29 PM) Teoalida: she hate you for being gay?
(10:13:31 PM) Visitor: that could be possible
(10:13:34 PM) Visitor: YES
(10:13:44 PM) Visitor: everybody hates me because i am gay
(10:14:09 PM) Teoalida: also in Romania I see often groups of boys and groups of girls on street… who don’t mix
(10:14:29 PM) Teoalida: even if they love opposite sex, they have friends of same sex to talk, drink, smoke, etc
(10:14:35 PM) Visitor: yes
(10:14:37 PM) Teoalida: why you don’t?
(10:14:39 PM) Visitor: that could be like that
(10:15:02 PM) Visitor: because everybody who i know i s very contrastive and religious so their religion says it is wrong
(10:15:10 PM) Visitor: *conservative
(10:15:35 PM) Visitor: i am so unhappy
(10:16:45 PM) Visitor: sometimes
(10:16:55 PM) Teoalida: This is 1 more reason to HATE religion
(10:17:04 PM) Visitor: i want to kill myself
(10:17:30 PM) Teoalida: I hate gay people myself… guess why?
(10:17:42 PM) Visitor: why?
(10:18:29 PM) Teoalida: actually I hate only the gays who come after me when spot me on street, touch my butt and other stupidities
(10:18:43 PM) Visitor: that are just jerks
(10:18:49 PM) Teoalida: you, online I don’t hate you for being gay, I don’t care about sexual orientation
(10:18:54 PM) Visitor: you also have straight jerkt
(10:19:20 PM) Teoalida: instead I hate you for wasting my time talking uninteresting stuff while I am concentrating to make a $$ deal with a customer
(10:20:11 PM) Visitor: ok. so i am uninteresting to you? well looks like nobody cares about me. i am going to jump for the train tomorrow, if you mind.
(10:21:07 PM) Teoalida: You have some problems… there’s lots of gay people in the world and they are happy, only you not
(10:21:17 PM) Teoalida: can’t you find another gay?
(10:21:28 PM) Visitor: no
(10:21:51 PM) Visitor: because where i live everybody hates gays and i don’t care actually it’s all going to be over tomorrow
(10:21:55 PM) Teoalida: BTW, I don’t have many friends either, I rarely meet my friends or other social activities, I stay home days in a row, but I don’t complain
(10:22:19 PM) Visitor: excuse me? look at your about me page: i have about 40 friends
(10:22:47 PM) Teoalida: actually is Life Story page
(10:22:50 PM) Visitor: i have 0
(10:22:55 PM) Teoalida: and exactly that page states that meetings are rare
(10:23:01 PM) Visitor: so what
(10:23:29 PM) Teoalida: I think that you define friends differently
(10:23:49 PM) Visitor: when i meet other people they yell at me that they would like it when i would be dead and that i am a dirty little faggot who makes this world a bad place
(10:23:56 PM) Teoalida: my “40 friends” are people interacting with me, including family relatives and friends of my parent age
(10:25:10 PM) Visitor: ok. cool
(10:25:21 PM) Visitor: you should be happy with many people liking you
(10:28:19 PM) Visitor: but this is going to be my last evening
(10:29:28 PM) Visitor: i heard that some people said that it is very painful to die when you get hit by a train but i’m don’ t know another way to kill myself
(10:29:36 PM) Teoalida: And you tell me this… to make me to suffer entire life with image of online-witnessing a suicide??
(10:30:06 PM) Visitor: i tell you this because you are the only ‘friend’ i have
(10:30:48 PM) Teoalida: That’s pure stupidity… can’t help you with anything, you should tell to your parents, your teacher, etc
(10:31:01 PM) Teoalida: they CAN help you!
(10:31:53 PM) Visitor: no. i won’t do that. i have nothing to live for. they won’t help me. they will call me insane and put me in an depression clinic and when i’m ‘normal’ again they go do the same as they did before
(10:34:01 PM) Visitor: and i don’t know what to do anymore. so you are going to be the last person i will talk to.
(10:34:02 PM) Visitor: ever
(10:35:29 PM) Visitor: so bye, have a good time
(10:35:30 PM) Teoalida: Perhaps few months later I will see you again talking
(10:35:55 PM) Visitor: where? in the afterlife you mean?
(10:36:20 PM) Teoalida: but if this won’t happen, I want to FORGET YOU and never remind again that I had a suicidal friend
(10:36:47 PM) Visitor: sorry that i am a burden to everyone’s lives.
(10:37:13 PM) Visitor: farewell. i will see you in heaven (if there is)
(10:37:44 PM) Visitor: tomorrow, in like 10 hours, i won’t be there anymore
(10:37:56 PM) Visitor 71903071 has rated the chat Good
(10:38:17 PM) Teoalida: You are making me SAD
(10:38:41 PM) *** Visitor has left ***
Chat with his mom
Chat started on Sunday, June 28, 2015 4:42:20 PM
(4:42:20 PM) *** Visitor has joined the chat ***
(4:42:20 PM) Visitor: Hello
(4:42:42 PM) Visitor: Is there somebody?
(4:42:57 PM) *** Teoalida has joined the chat ***
(4:42:58 PM) Teoalida: of course
(4:44:25 PM) Visitor: OK, to make a long story short: my son told he had a friend called ‘ teo’ and I saw this website in his laptop history the day before he died
(4:44:51 PM) Visitor: So i thought: maybe he told you something, or maybe you told him something
(4:45:17 PM) Teoalida: WTF??? can’t believe he didn’t joked?
(4:45:37 PM) Visitor: Suicide is not an joke.
(4:45:53 PM) Teoalida: and now I am very sad
(4:47:08 PM) Teoalida: I have the chatlog… how I could help? all what I wanted is to contact his family, but by what he told me, you apparently were aware of his problems, if you can’t help him to avoid suicide I couldn’t help either
(4:47:45 PM) Visitor: But he told me once that you were his friend.. What did he mean with that actually
(4:48:35 PM) Visitor: And what do you mean with that i was aware of his problems? If i was aware of that i would never let him go
(4:49:19 PM) Teoalida: then, I checked the newsy websites ofNetherlands to see if anyone suicided by train, found nothing, that’s why I though that he was a JOKE, if I was seen any news about his suicide I was contacting someone to provide chatlog
(4:49:40 PM) Teoalida: so thanks for visiting me… now give me an email to send the last chatlog with him?
(4:49:54 PM) Visitor: Why would a suicide be on the news?
(4:50:37 PM) Teoalida: in both Romania and Singapore I see news about suicides
(4:52:05 PM) Visitor: Ok, that should be banned
(4:52:23 PM) Teoalida: yeah… I want to see good news on TV, tired of bad news
(4:53:04 PM) Teoalida: now give me an email? how I can send you the chatlog? I can be important in this SAD story… to be last person he chatted with
(4:53:33 PM) Visitor: Wait…. on TV what horrible. not everyone has to know that somebody committed suicide
(4:53:47 PM) Visitor: My email is email@example.com
(4:54:30 PM) Teoalida: SENT! check your email
(4:54:54 PM) Teoalida: How sad I am now… to realize that his intention was real
(4:55:43 PM) Visitor: You didn’ t react well
(4:56:34 PM) Teoalida: I sent a second chat that was previously
(4:56:43 PM) Teoalida: and I have few more chats from few months ago… if I can find them
(4:57:10 PM) Teoalida: indeed in first messages I reacted badly, didn’t knew about his intention, also what I am doing there is customer service, he being not a customer was a bit annoying
(4:57:37 PM) Visitor: ok, but i don’t care about the first chats. i care about the last chat
(4:58:04 PM) Visitor: Why did you tell him that you need to be declared gay
(4:58:29 PM) Visitor: Everyone knows that being gay is not an illness
(4:58:35 PM) Teoalida: “And what do you mean with that i was aware of his problems? If i was aware of that i would never let him go” even if you weren’t aware, didn’t know how to contact you to give chatlog before is too late
(4:58:51 PM) Visitor: Those people just want attention
(4:59:10 PM) Visitor: If i would know his problems
(4:59:18 PM) Visitor: But i didn’t.
(4:59:51 PM) Visitor: Actually, i think i can have peace with my son being dead
(5:00:31 PM) Visitor: As everyone knows that gay people are a curse sent by the devil i will just try to forget him and ban him out of my life
(5:01:10 PM) Visitor: That filthy little faggot. what did he ever think when he jumped?
(5:01:32 PM) Teoalida: what?? you hate your own son?
(5:02:25 PM) Visitor: The bible states that gay people are wrong and that they will go to hell. It’ s sad that he died, but now i know who he really was i am glad it’ s over
(5:04:01 PM) Teoalida: both you and him are too religious and I hate this too
(5:04:23 PM) Visitor: Why didn’ t you tell him that being gay is wrong and that he should blocks those feelings
(5:04:28 PM) Teoalida: Religion is the one who should die… if it cause such suicides or bullying for him
(5:04:52 PM) Visitor: DON’T YOU DARE TO SAY THAT AGAIN! YOU KILLED MY SON!
(5:05:55 PM) Teoalida: I don’t like gay people but also don’t think that they are “wrong” and should die
(5:06:18 PM) Teoalida: bullying from his local friends killed more than me via internet
(5:06:42 PM) Visitor: No i don’t mean that he had to die but if he stays gay he is going to hell
(5:06:52 PM) Visitor: And why don’t you like gay people
(5:07:26 PM) Visitor: You said that religion is wrong but you still don’ t like gay people
(5:07:47 PM) Teoalida: I don’t like the ones who touch me and ask me for sex… they thinks that I am gay too??!!
(5:08:09 PM) Visitor: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHNA
(5:08:22 PM) Visitor: SO you are gay too, huh?
(5:08:27 PM) Teoalida: There are many reasons for which religion is wrong
(5:08:45 PM) Visitor: Why do gay people hate gay people
(5:08:53 PM) Visitor: that is the weirest thing i have ever heard
(5:09:10 PM) Teoalida: I don’t like gay people who ask me for sex… they should go to other gays, ONLY
(5:09:34 PM) Visitor: But why didn’t you like my son
(5:09:38 PM) Teoalida: so you are right, they don’t need to die, they can be gay but shouldn’t express this in public
(5:10:07 PM) Visitor: if you would’ve told him that he can’t he gay because he goes to hell so he should be straight instead
(5:10:14 PM) Teoalida: and how I am gay? if I hate gay people isn’t obivous that I like girls?
(5:10:19 PM) Visitor: now my little boy is with the devil
(5:10:48 PM) Visitor: The devil will torture him and hurt him forever
(5:10:57 PM) Teoalida: and what makes you to say that I hate your son? the only thing to hate is that he disturb me from doing my business
(5:11:27 PM) Visitor: Jesus said that you need to help your fellow humans
(5:11:33 PM) Visitor: but you are not doing that
(5:11:41 PM) Visitor: you didn’t take him seriously
(5:11:45 PM) Visitor: and now he’ s dead
(5:11:50 PM) Teoalida: how I could help?
(5:12:04 PM) Teoalida: other than announcing you… which I didn’t know how to contact you
(5:12:12 PM) Visitor: TELL HIM THAT HE SHOULD BE STRAIGHT
(5:12:35 PM) Visitor: if he would’ve committed suicide while he was straight he wouldn’t go to hell
(5:12:35 PM) Teoalida: I think that you killed him… with your words that gays go to hell
(5:12:44 PM) Visitor: oh no
(5:12:49 PM) Visitor: you killed him
(5:12:50 PM) Teoalida: now, how the gay/straight is defined?
(5:12:57 PM) Teoalida: I don’t think that can be changed
(5:13:18 PM) Visitor: the pastor can
(5:13:37 PM) Visitor: if he told me that he was gay i would the pastor come over to our house and convert him to be straight
(5:14:09 PM) Teoalida: pastor? another religious story? I don’t believe in this
(5:14:26 PM) Visitor: why don’t you believe this
(5:14:31 PM) Visitor: WHY
(5:14:50 PM) Teoalida: and what… you were not aware that he don’t like girls?
(5:15:04 PM) Visitor: my son is dead i shouldn’t be mad at you
(5:15:14 PM) Visitor: but you are the only one responsible for this
(5:15:26 PM) Visitor: no, i wasn’t
(5:17:03 PM) Teoalida: from the chatlog I see that he had intention to suicide BEFORE contacting me… even if I was a psychologist prepared for such cases probably couldn’t stop him via such online chat
(5:17:31 PM) Visitor: he was your last hope
(5:17:40 PM) Visitor: he was the last person he talked to
(5:18:07 PM) Teoalida: probably because was “his only friend” and wanted to inform someone
(5:18:18 PM) Teoalida: but why he didn’t had other friends?
(5:18:43 PM) Visitor: i think he didn’t like them because they don’t like gay people
(5:19:08 PM) Teoalida: Teoalida
That’s pure stupidity… can’t help you with anything, you should tell to your parents, your teacher, etc
they CAN help you!
no. i won’t do that. i have nothing to live for. they won’t help me. they will call me insane and put me in an depression clinic and when i’m ‘normal’ again they go do the same as they did before
(5:19:23 PM) Teoalida: so, you put him in depression clinic before? that’s why I though that you are aware of his problems
(5:19:48 PM) Visitor: no of course i didn’t
(5:21:52 PM) Visitor: i am so lonely
(5:22:10 PM) Teoalida: Nobody of his friends ever told you that he is gay?
(5:22:15 PM) Teoalida: you don’t talk to his friends?
(5:22:20 PM) Teoalida: that’s even more SAD to hear
(5:22:25 PM) Visitor: no i don’t
(5:22:45 PM) Visitor: his dad left with another woman when i was still pregnant
(5:22:54 PM) Visitor: and i don’t have any other siblings
(5:23:01 PM) Visitor: He was my only child
(5:23:08 PM) Visitor: what do i do
(5:24:16 PM) Visitor: where are you?
(5:24:25 PM) Teoalida: Romania
(5:24:35 PM) Visitor: -_-
(5:25:11 PM) Teoalida: I dream to move in Singapore
(5:25:25 PM) Teoalida: that’s why website show a lot of things about Singapore
(5:25:42 PM) Teoalida: and most people are misleaded about where I am
(5:25:50 PM) Visitor: my baby always wanted to go to japan.. he will never finish his dream
(5:26:58 PM) Visitor: I always told him how much i loved him and how much he loved me
(5:27:27 PM) Visitor: i don’t understand it, he always said to me that he loved me so much but why did he do this then?
(5:28:25 PM) Teoalida: Your behavior is also strange…. “Actually, i think i can have peace with my son being dead, As everyone knows that gay people are a curse sent by the devil i will just try to forget him and ban him out of my life”
(5:28:49 PM) Teoalida: you should be SAD
(5:29:03 PM) Visitor: i am but i’m also angry
(5:29:57 PM) Visitor: where in romania do you live
(5:30:27 PM) Teoalida: why do you ask me this? do you want to visit me?
(5:31:15 PM) Visitor: i just want to talk to you about it
(5:31:35 PM) Visitor: his father told that he doesn’t care about it
(5:33:13 PM) Visitor: i
(5:33:40 PM) Visitor: i killed my son…
(5:34:13 PM) Visitor: he didn’t think i would approve him being gay and now he’s dead
(5:34:48 PM) Teoalida: I guess so.. with your religious stuff
(5:35:04 PM) Teoalida: I still DON’T KNOW how sexual orientation is decided
(5:36:06 PM) Teoalida: my best friend and business partner from Singapore is gay… 43 years old, I sent him girls and he is not interested
(5:36:18 PM) Visitor: the devil made him confused and he couldn’t take it anymore
(5:36:29 PM) Visitor: Wait…. you hypocrite
(5:36:41 PM) Teoalida: in Romania I have few gay friends and again sent him photos of girls and the get angry at me, say that hate girls and like sex with me
(5:36:42 PM) Visitor: you said you hated gays but your best friend is gay
(5:36:55 PM) Teoalida: so probably this cannot be changed
(5:37:14 PM) Visitor: of course they want sex with you if they’re gay the devil sends them those evil thoughts
(5:37:17 PM) Teoalida: BTW, I was thinking to send girl photos to your son too… but at 14 years old? not a good idea
(5:37:34 PM) Visitor: why would you
(5:38:22 PM) Visitor: if you know that an adult is gay it is hopeless to change it you have to make them straight at an young age
(5:38:44 PM) Teoalida: I don’t like his sexual orientation but if his relation with me is only business?
(5:39:01 PM) Visitor: you said he was your best friend
(5:39:10 PM) Teoalida: Best BUSINESS friend
(5:39:29 PM) Visitor: BEST FRIEND
(5:39:31 PM) Teoalida: I made more money with him than with anyone else
(5:39:59 PM) Teoalida: Should I block him from my friends list, and lose money, because is gay? NO
(5:40:24 PM) Visitor: no but then why do you say he is you best fried
(5:42:01 PM) Teoalida: he disclosed me that he is gay 1 year after we were business friends already, does sexual orientation matter anymore?
(5:42:18 PM) Visitor: that means that he trusts you
(5:43:10 PM) Visitor: i hate myself my son is sent to hell because of me
(5:43:16 PM) Visitor: and that stupid friends of his
(5:45:55 PM) Visitor: my son is in hell
(5:46:10 PM) Visitor: why did i do this
(5:46:24 PM) Visitor: i am worthless
(5:46:39 PM) Teoalida: There is NO hell or heaven… this is another religious lie and hoax
(5:47:12 PM) Visitor: so you mean that my son is just gone forevef
(5:47:17 PM) Visitor: that i even worse
(5:47:37 PM) Visitor: if i could get into hell i could see him again
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(5:49:46 PM) Visitor: if i could get into hell i could see him again
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(5:50:32 PM) Teoalida: First, gays don’t go to hell because the imaginary religion blame being gay
(5:50:44 PM) Teoalida: and anyway there is NO hell or heaven
(5:50:54 PM) Teoalida: when you die you don’t go anywhere else
(5:51:37 PM) Visitor: religoin is not imaginairy
(5:51:59 PM) Visitor: religion and my son is all what i have lived for
(5:52:14 PM) Visitor: now my son is gone i only have religion left
(5:53:10 PM) Teoalida: Do you REALLY think that the world was created in 7 days, that humans not evolved from apes, that all animals could be controlled to go on a boat in pairs and then quickly spread on all continents, etc?
(5:53:27 PM) Visitor: yes
(5:53:39 PM) Teoalida: Then I totally hate you
(5:54:05 PM) Visitor: why do you hate me
(5:54:46 PM) Teoalida: Be realistic and read Wikipedia or any scientific website
(5:54:47 PM) Teoalida: http://hwarmstrong.com/religion-greatest-hoax.htm
(5:55:27 PM) Visitor: i am realistic
(5:55:43 PM) Visitor: if you say my religion is worthless then i am worthless aswell
(5:56:15 PM) Teoalida: http://www.teoalida.com/fun/views/
(5:57:42 PM) Visitor: i love you
(5:58:01 PM) Visitor: jesus said that we need to love our enemies
(5:58:37 PM) Teoalida: I don’t care about what imaginary people said
(5:58:57 PM) Visitor: Jesus i snot imaginary
(5:59:01 PM) Visitor: why would he be
(5:59:43 PM) Teoalida: moreover just 20% of world population believe in god and jesus, other 20% believe in buda, etc… meaning that AT LEAST 80% of people don’t believe in any specifc religion and they are happy, how do you explain this?
(6:01:02 PM) Visitor: look at this: wikipedia: A global 2012 poll reports 59% of the world’s population as “religious” and 36% as not religious, including 13% who are atheists, with a 9% decrease in religious belief from 2005.
(6:01:18 PM) Visitor: 59% of the worlds population is religous
(6:01:28 PM) Visitor: so why is this not true
(6:01:55 PM) Visitor: why do you think that 59% of the population is dumber than you
(6:02:00 PM) Visitor: that is so narcistic
(6:03:04 PM) Teoalida: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religion_in_the_Netherlands 25% atheist, is this surprising?
(6:03:23 PM) Visitor: no
(6:03:28 PM) Teoalida: atheism is rising… good to hear, hummanity get smarter and no longer believe in hoaxes
(6:03:52 PM) Visitor: i cannot live here then any longer
(6:04:07 PM) Visitor: as i cannot hurt anybody,i will seek a way out of my misery
(6:05:13 PM) Teoalida: please… don’t suicide trying to see your son again
(6:05:33 PM) Visitor: It is the only way i can ever forgive myself
(6:07:24 PM) Visitor: I am going to die at the place where my son left this world
(6:07:31 PM) Visitor: Goodbye.
(6:07:50 PM) Teoalida: then to who I will send the “last chatlog” with you?
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